life without my mum

*would just like to mention all opinions on this topic relate to my personal experience please do not generalise and get annoyed when my intent is to only to talk about my life and no one else* I lost my mum when I was 7 years old and seeing as I'm now 20 I've lived…

5 good modern horror films

Seeing as my last two posts were a bit heavy and it's been soooo long since I've talked about movies (jk) I'm just gonna wack this blog up as a bit of fun seeing as I wont be watching any films while I'm revising....i promise Firstly I'm not gonna be discussing film series like Insidious…

some mysteries of life

In 2016 my granddad went on holiday to Greece and disappeared. He left his hotel one morning and just never returned. No idea where he had gone. The police couldn't find him on the small island, no reports of him since. This is not about a conspiracy theory, this about someones life and the pain…

a mental health nurse with mental health issues

Now then let me start this post by explaining that we all have mental health. It's basically how you feel and your thought patterns which then affects your behaviour. Some people have good mental health days, some have bad mental health days and some people have mental illness. September 2018:I have never been formally diagnosed…

favourite films

the ultimate question. and the answer is that I don't have one. I genuinely can't choose one. I've had to take out "film lover" from my tinder bio because so many people ask this predictable and frankly boring question. I refuse to be judged solely on my choice. Also I think this question needs to…

Jigsaw – relationships and life

!! This is not me attacking anyones views on dating or their personal relationship I'm just having a rant and applying it my own experiences, I'm not telling you how to live your life just how I'm figuring out how to live mine !! Before or after reading this I highly recommend you go watch…

SOFAR sounds manchester

There is a reason that this post is very late and that's because I was busy with other life stuff, no further explanation needed so let's move on. In the last month I've been to two SOFAR gigs. SOFAR stands for "songs from a room'. It is essentially a little, literally tiny, gig with (usually) independent…

2018 in review

So I'm going to be completely honest that most of this year is a blur to me and I did have to go through my photos and calender to try to remember what I've done. Yay for a bad memory. I started 2018 with purple hair in a relationship doing my first year at uni,…

a momentary pause

So due to the stressful looming deadlines of essays that I haven’t started, on top of being exhausted after 5 days a week in uni/placement, and then trying to fit all my socialising at the weekend I don't have much time for anything else. My longwinded rants about anything and everything have, understandably, taken a…

Alcohol

So it is quite apparent that in modern, particular British, culture there is a significant part that alcohol plays in society. I'm just generalising here but we start secretly drinking as teenagers at house parties or in parks, we go on nights out to clubs, we drink in pubs with family and friends, even for…